life at its best paralysis

A stroke. A focal mini stroke.  I guess God is really tryingng to tell me something i dont know,

so this is what really happened on wednesday night, did not have an unusual day. was on the phone with my friend about rebuilding tims computer.. parts and all. (sorry writing with 1 hand so bear with me) nancy, tims nurse had just left...when i started hearing ringing in my ears and my head felt different so without being rude to roy we mange tofind way to get off phone. that is when my lips and left arm went numb,,,then felt nasious too. finally i had to call 911 but we had to figure out what to do with Timothy.

it was then decided to take tim to er with me so they did but he was not addmitted as patient so they could not touch him....what? he needs to be suctioned and pee and drink.... how am i suppose to care for him in my condition....before i knew it they were rushing me to cat scan to rule out a stroke.

because maxim was to lazy and stupid to help with nurses the er decided to admit tim under observation thank god for the social worker who helped. they admitted me and by morning Tim was sent home by ambulance to the 7am nurse.

my condition has worsened. what started as a come n go numbness on my lips and left arm is now 100% of my left side is all numb tingling burning feeling. my left side of face eye, part of nose, part of lips, neck shoulder arms hand fingers back abdominal legs feet toes and thos other unusal parts...hehehehe now i barely can walk or hold onto stuff with left hand. feels like iv been injected with novacain dozens of times all over.

im at shands bored i do get physical therapy but dying for a shower!

lol dying for chicken nuggets. lunch is here so need to go will add more later